So, the new year, eh? I wonder how many people made resolutions. The concept of a resolution just baffles, really. People telling themselves they will get something accomplished and, if they are anything like myself, never getting them accomplished. Terrible thing to do, you know? Lying to yourself.
I have made no new resolutions for this new year. I've held some strongly for a while and will continue on my path until I find the right time to null these ideas. The end was in sight and then it just slipped away.
The time to put in some effort is at hand. It is time for myself to be in control of myself. The time to slack is behind me.
I type all of this and it does not flow very well. Am I having cynical thoughts about myself? I believe I just might and it makes me laugh. It means that my cynicism does not allow me to speak falsely of myself in an easy manner. That makes me happy.
I have too many goals already to be making new ones, but there is one in particular that had to be made. For my sanity and the sanity of those around me. I shall not talk ill of the time I spend in this town. I shall do my best to save my money so that when the time comes I can say my goodbyes and disappear into the world. That is a reaffirmed, and yet, new goal to me.
So, to all of those that did make new goals. I wish you the best in your attempts to better yourself and those you are around.
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