ive been saved before, im saved once more.

this will be written in haste (in waste) of my soul - - -

trying to be patient
when
all my energy is
committed
to being restless
- - (how antithetical of me)

i find myself
at a loss
    with words
       with words
          with words
             with words
- - (try to forget about the future)
             without words,
          i would then
       never cede what
    thoughts i retain - - -
what thoughts remain
when grandiose societies
force denigrated insecurities
amidst beleaguered Men

to hell with thoughtless following
and reticence at questions posed
within the mind
but never uttered through lips - -

(waste mend)
haste end.