I did the grown up thing and attempted to put things aside in an attempt to bring closure to myself and to her. In all honest belief I feel that I attempted to do my part. On hers I feel she did not. In my mind her intentions were for her to brag upon what she is going to become. To let me know I lost something great.
What a bitch move.
This is why I am done for now, and hopefully, for good. The cynic in me is only strengthened through this marvelous act of selfishness. Altruism is dead in all. My attempts to be altruistic have failed and allow me to know that no one can be the epitome of what that word is meant to say. Words may just be words and ink (or pixels in this case), but to some extent, and I go against all I have ever said, they do have a meaning behind them. If you enact to be a word then you should live up to what is required by said word.
Too much hope and cynicism in one post. They will strangle each other eventually and I will be left without a page to let all you people who do not check out this site know that life is just peachy in this small town of waste and decay.
Too much hope and cynicism in one post. They will strangle each other eventually and I will be left without a page to let all you people who do not check out this site know that life is just peachy in this small town of waste and decay.
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